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"I'm a heavy guy. I have been heavy since childhood. I've spent my life mostly alone because I am just as guilty as the men I am attracted to of being programmed by gay marketing to find people who look like me unattractive. But my being attracted to fit men who fit the conventional definition of attractive gets me more rejection than dick. I have gone years without even so much as a sexually intent touch from another man. If I could lose the weight and force myself into the genetically blessed mold that shapes men into sexy, I would. I've dieted, fasted, done cleanses and colonics. I've had liposuction and am considering a lap band or gastric bypass if I can convince a surgeon to sign off on it. All that just to feel wanted! That's why I'm here. I don't care if the feeling is paid for. It isn't important to me that you authentically want me, as long as you can make me feel it. Show me what it feels like to be you. Please?"